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Every day's lesson feels like a walk up a suburban Sheffield road; at times surprisingly beautiful, sometimes bleak, but mostly on a steep upward curve, 

I really can't abide a lot of internet forum buzz words, one of which is 'triggering'. My excessive irritation with the word is probably just because when I'm left alone with my own thoughts for too long, a ridiculously small thing can cause a sudden shift to something incredibly painful. A knight moves on a chess board and suddenly I'm somewhere else. In a different time and place. 

Having a body that defies time is meant to be a good thing. Have I developed a higher bosom or a line free pair of eyes? Well, not quite. My body seems to have taken on a weirdly immortal power to suddenly get the ailments of an adolescent. Spots, irregular periods, dramatic mood swings and now intermittent nose bleeds. Sometimes all at once. 

When I signed up to do this I said I wanted to help teenagers to be the best version of themselves that they can be, Mostly I just feel like the worst version of myself, hiding in drag. 


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